Another Routine Day

7km run .... weights... erm what else manz ? just the standard training... oh yeah mattias and i set our target to be able to jog from rj all the way to end of the canal by the end of the month..hopefully we'll make it... lunch at ghim moh market was good.... after that it was down to town to check out the fat shredder that mattias is on.... ended up agreeing on the fact that fat shredder is no help and we decided to go on amino tablets instead lose fat and gain muscle....want to try to get to tziyang's size...walked around in town somemore....the alvins seriously crush the sales girl at the heeren mambo shop...she's quite cute lar but i'm not exactly desperate..... gee we walked past the shope thrice ! just for the 2 of them to catch a glance of her....haha so funny....apart from that it was just another boring day in town....







posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Friday, December 13, 2002

Yesterday Never Ended

-Yawn- wednesday never ended...our sleepover at alvin loke's place was damn fun despite the lack of a PS2....
Playing pool late at night just isn't the same as during the day...danny and i paired up to form the "By Chance" team...while the alvins paired up to form the Alvin conspiracy
oh well we were just too good for them to handle and they got whipped 5-1 in a race to the first to win 5 games...sorry guys HAHA..no offence
after picking up some chips on our way back we just crapped on alvin loke's PC...using his IRC to make fun of people....it might sound very lame...but it was serious fun bluffing people of some weird party and asking them to meet at 2pm at Bishan MRT on tuesday....hahaz some morons actually fell for it...... we'll see what those idiots look like next tuesday after training at RI hahaz........anyway our main purpose of staying over was to watch the Manchester United vs Deportivo La Coruna Champion's League Match....sadly it turned out to be an utter disappointment....only alvin tan was happY =P cause of RVN's 2 goals that sealed the game for Man U....danny and I were exasperated at the way the Spainards failed to make any headway in united's third of the pitch..alvin loke? he was sleeping like a log haha... alvin tan must really like to play with handphones as he used mine to send one of my friends who were watching the game a very unrealistic and spastic message...I SHALL NOT ELABORATE

I failed to get any sleep thanks to dumb danny...woke us up at 10 when we slept at 6....can't believe we actually played pool again...5-1 thrashing again in favour of the "By Chance" team haha...just can't beat us Alvins ! In the evening we went to CCK sports complex for a swim... the slide was damn fun! but kind of slow at times....wave pool was boring tho apart from the wrestling moves we tried on each other ... jacuzzi was the best part ... my tired muscles just couldn't help relaxing....helps our recovery from yesterday's PT session..... yawnz i'm just so tired now...canal run at rjc again tomorrow.....rest.....



posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, December 12, 2002

Loser
3 Doors Down

Breathe in right away, nothing seems
to fill this place
I need this every time, take your
lies get off my case
Some day I will find, a love that flows
Through me like this
This will fall away, this will fall away

You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer, you’re holding the
Rope and I'm taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser, I’m a loser, yeah

This is getting old, I can’t break these
Chains that I hold
My body’s growing cold, there’s nothin
Left of this mind or my soul
Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of
This poison is taking me higher
This will fall away, this will fall away

You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer, you’re holding
the rope and I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser, I'm a loser!

You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer, you’re holding
the rope and I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser!

You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer, you’re holding
the rope and I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser!


What e shit ......

This just isn't my day....things got off to a bad start even before the sun rose....couldn't get to sleep even though i had training the next morning..
was thinking about weird stuff that i'll talk about later on..... ayez well at training things got worse.... ray ( our coach ) made it seem that today's session would be light
a very good thing for a tired person like myself...well the gymnasium did not turn out to be as relaxing as i thought...pyramid work out programme...gee burp ups..press ups..
the worst part was the crunchies and all sorts of weird sit ups....just feel like throwing up...... aye shit man i just wonder why the hell i'm so unfit.....so tired

weird shit that i was talking about? well as usual its something to do with the opposite sex...was wonderin if i should try to woo some girl...but i just feel like such a loser
that i think its no point trying...plus she's quite hot i guess...gee even sherman knows...he said that she has good legs...man....i dunno......should i just keep my life simple n stick to e train n go home n sleep routine? or try to make it complicated? hell....must go sort out of my piorities..... lucky there's talk crap session at loke's house later b4 the manchester united vs deportivo game...hope things get much better and i can get focused on my piorities....first n foremost of course is to get into the school team





posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Wednesday, December 11, 2002

A Day Of Gatherings

Lunch at breeks with e RJC ruggers of 2002 was great...got to meet the ex-coach Eugene who supposedly has a very good reputation.
I think the guys really look up and respect him a lot...he wants to play sherman on e wing if he gets e chance hahaz but first he gave sherman some dieting tips heh
guess its my loss to miss out on the chance to work with such a great coach. I wonder if its a tradition to have a meal like that every year but i guess its a good thing.
They had a team talk after that but the new sec 4s were not included...got e "seriously fuck off can ? " from tziyang..quite amusing actually but it bothers sherman deeply..thinks that it might affect everyone if we don't get accepted..oh well guess tziyang is just foul mouthed sure its nothing much....

Later it was on to my primary six class gathering...alvin crashed haha..tried to fake as some guy who never turns up for gatherings..failed miserably of course =) no offence
I can't believe i was conned into watching a real dumb korean show....damn....think ac was trying to show off at pool..failed miserably too.... ah well....12 people at a gathering isn't exactly a very good turnout but what e hell....some people just get chio-er seriously... alvin is quite good with e girls think he'll be a hottie next year in school haha... bishan block tomoro... got this weird feeling that i'm actually looking forward to it... hahaz must be crazy to love training....oh well
cheerio




posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Tuesday, December 10, 2002

The most precious commodity with which the Army deals is the individual soldier who is the heart and soul of our combat forces
-General J. Lawton Collins

Likewise in a team, the guys who fight on the field and those who stand ready to take the place of a fallen comrade are the most important people.
I just hope I'll be able to rise to occasion...ever since i started training 2 weeks ago...i'm still a lousy runner...just can't keep up...think its the excessive
amount of weights i have been doing in the off season...i really have to get my fitness up its really embarassing to always be the last few to arrive...
can't quit now...just gotta keep pushing..i think i'll take more runs on my own n push myself more to get fitter n do what alvin said david does: thrash talk
myself while running to push myself...sigh...

i figure that this journal is more about trainin n games than about other stuff....but as I have come to realise today...that's almost all of what my life is made
up of... rugby...my teammates...n my friends.... maybe that's why life is so boring...but i'm also in no hurry to go find a girl...they can be so...difficult to comprehen?
aye damn exhausted...the bed beckons




posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Monday, December 09, 2002