i realize that there's plenty of interesting things this week that i didn't reflect upon, aye must be the long school days getting to me. that's why i need a digi cam manz. if i had one i would have taken a photo of tziyang playing with the small boy during break, great contrast but its actually damn cute and many other cool things that are the actual events that define school life. life's passing me by too fast for comfort manz. i need to just sit down one of these days and watch the day go by, slowly drifting pass me. ahhhh...
but lessons should go by quickly so i can get out of that stifling classroom pronto...can't stand it man....lucky i haf weiyang n weiming n tim to ease e pain hahaz you guys save my life ! i am eternally grateful..... some of e others i just realize i can hardly relate to them anymore, our perspectives are like totally opposite, ever since my view on life took on a drastic 180 degree change. cannot be bothered with them nowadays even if they bitch behind my back. thank god there's always e rugger's table. an escape for me. the weekend's here ahhhh...finally.... better get to sleep now so that i can enjoy it!

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Friday, July 18, 2003

an icy cold wind blows past and floats into my room. the stark coarse smell of the cold air reinvigorates me. reminds me of the places i've been to, the places i know exist out there in the world. new york harbour, the great barrier reef, niagara falls, when will i be able to feel the icy cold wind in those places again? meanwhile i'll just have to make the most of this nice cold wind tonight. goodnight world and fuck you school.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, July 17, 2003

feel so dead sick of school
-bleah-
arGh.
e holidays were the best manz.
miss that kind of regimen ....
field training tomorrow...something to take my mind off things...*sigh of relief*

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, July 17, 2003

The Game

the odds are stacked against me, fate, the dealer, has given me a horrible hand. and all my opponents have taken to the cause of eliminating me, the weakest player from the game. opportunists all of them. i feel them colluding against me , i know its happening. i've seen it happen more than once. i am the pawn in this game, facing knights, castles, bishops, kings and queens. but the pawn turns into a powerful piece of the player's choice once he reaches the other end of the board. slowly, i will get there. after all, life is a game ain't it? you win some you lose some.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Wednesday, July 16, 2003

You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly
happy with almost everything you do and would
never cahnge your life.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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hmmz sounds like the me of old... i may complain and shit but i was actually very happy with my life. well now... i don't know i can say the same thing. arGh be positive. yes i can still be happy with my life. and yeah.. i am... i actually i am... i hardly sulked today hahahz...ayez maybe its european history lecture. German unification sounds just like my cup of tea ( apart from weights that is - dumb jock still won't die ) unbelievable i'll read anderson till i fall asleep yawn


posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Monday, July 14, 2003

school's dreary and boring. the only thought that kept me alive was weighted dips in e afternoon ! aniwae added some more people onto my links...yay

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Monday, July 14, 2003

Leaving on a Jet Plane

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

i'm listening to this song for the 5th time. you've flown away in your silver jet plane. 10,000 miles away. and the sad thing is during the period when you were back i could hardly even spend some time with you. your smile. your laughter. your face. i won't be seeing or hearing for at least the next four months. i'm looking for that photo album with the photos taken in march. looking to see your face again. what can i say my friend ? i miss you. we used to be so close. -sigh-



posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Sunday, July 13, 2003

i just read jacob's why worry post on the common tests, muhahaz a parody of the interesting piece of decoration i got from bloomington greetings last year. go check it out. its damn cool. oh well just reminds of the fun times i used to have. i remember sung reading it and calling it utter nonsense, he say if dun worry den fail O lvls den have to worry some more about how to live. hahaz sung is damn farni. that HorSt. i remember james giving him a box of grass for teacher's day with a golden horse hidden inside...he was so amazed by the grass he actually looked hungry. hahahz. aye thinking again. school used to be so much happier. luckily i finished all my tutorials liao. or else i'll have to go to school and pull a long face in all the lessons. *shrug* no wonder my face is getting bigger.

anyway here's the video with the Rj teacher scolding the student. dumb stuff manz. if i was the student who filmed it i definitely would not have apologized.
http://www.tookoolfoskool.schoolreference.com/hpfterror.html

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Sunday, July 13, 2003