He’s so mad, but he won’t give up that easy
Is he? No
He won’t have it , he knows his whole back city’s ropes
It don’t matter, he’s dope
He knows that, but he’s broke
He’s so stacked that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that’s when it’s
Back to the lab again yo

Lose Yourself



pretenders to the throne will all be blown away. it takes greatness to defeat greatness. well we won today. 12-7. coincidently i remember that its the score of the 7s earlier in the year. *queer* but still i feel like a pretender among a team poised for possible greatness. illness did hamper me but still... shan't sleep late anymore. sleep more and pay attention in class that's the way i'm playing it now. gotta re-think my approach to weights too. they're right i might just be getting too stiff. gotta run after weights. cardio's good for burning fat too. And i'll stop giving a damn about people who can't give shit for themselves. let them indulge in their fantasys and enjoyments ....and maybe i'll get the last sardonic laugh. there's work to do this weekend. i'll finish lit. can't do my history so fast. probably hand up on wednesday. sigh i need to know what i want out of all of this shit they call school.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Saturday, August 16, 2003

lying on my bed listening to jay chou's new album. thinking of what could possibly happen between us. thinking of why my brain and emotions work in this manner. thinking of the future. thinking of my weights. thinking of academics. thinking about life. there is no "eureka!" to any of the questions. just silent contemplation. dong feng po & ni ting de dao & ai qing xuan ya just rox!

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, August 14, 2003

Which X2 Character Are You?

You are
Wolverine
You know nothing of your past, how you got your shiney claws, your super fast healing factor or even your name. This bugs you, not surprisingly. You're often described as more animal than human, but you're a sensitive caring guy deep down. Really.





posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, August 14, 2003

Angel of Man.


What kind of Angel are you?
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So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go....

it still brings tears to my eyes when i recall the times we spent together.... photographs have a way of reminding us for good or bad....nostalgia for the days gone by.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Wednesday, August 13, 2003

sleep. argh. i need sleep. so tired from doing homework last night. if i don't wake up in time for school tomorrow then so be it! =P

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Tuesday, August 12, 2003

gillian pls dun feel so sad anymore. time'll pass very quickly no harm being idealistic. have some hope la k? school's getting better maybe cause i'm trying harder. oh well plenty of work left. work occupies turns me away from the possible sadness in my life. gives me hope that i'm doing the right thing. gotta do history tutorial now. all hail bismark - creator of modern day Deustchland. fun stuff. woo hoo. ~ adrenaline floods the body.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Monday, August 11, 2003

been crying and drinking a lot lately. alcohol and tears make a volatile mixture. they help to release the pressure valve and make life easier to get by. just don't use the remedy so often that it loses its effect. if you can't fight the tears just let them flow freely. i'm happy that you're reaching for the stars and glad that we still live under the same night sky. sadness is like a passing shower. no matter what the sun has to shine again. and when it does, it'll be even more beautiful with a rainbow to grace the light blue sky. that'll be the day we meet again.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Sunday, August 10, 2003