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When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away Instead of kneeling in the sand Catching teardrops in my hand My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Norah Jones - Don't know why walking through kino yesterday i realize there is so much i want to learn but i don't have the time for. give up the thought of learning Latin and Greek. -sigh- i can't even remain in touch with my mother tongue. i think i'm fading away, disappearing under a pile of unfinishable work. running. chasing.i hardly recognize and know who i am nowadays. stared hard at the window pane of the bus on the way home from the match just now, i've changed. but into what? i don't think i know. not that anyone of those bitches or assholes sitting there do. the old women. *grunts* they'll be the last people who'll know the true me. not that i need any of them to. they'll never understand that the shared blood, sweat, tears & experience mean more than the meaningless things they're searching for. that's why on so many occasions i cannot help but look down on them. there are already many people out there who know. maybe they can give me an insight into myself. they say the eyes are a window to a man's soul. staring into those eyes, i see fire. a fire that consumes the soul. a fire that burns with fierce passion and desire. but what for? its time to stop letting those fools cloud my vision and start looking for the answers. btw the way you speak makes me smile, i don't know why, it just does. posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Friday, August 22, 2003
 You are a phoenix. What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox i can live with this manz! burn in my flames suckers! fire consumes the being. creative destructive powers reign. from the smouldering ashes arises a new figure imbued with an even greater spirit. posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, August 21, 2003
econs test tomorrow. i have taken a gamble. lets see if this works out. and i've just set out another gamble albeit a vastly different long term one. better sleep now. still recovering from illness manz.
posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Wednesday, August 20, 2003
i think from this day forth i'll record how you have made your mark on my life and kept me constantly thinking of you. lets see how long this'll last...it'll help to draw a clear line of distinction between the reality and the make-believe. for starters the smile, the innocence of laughter & a possible shared aspiration.
posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Wednesday, August 20, 2003
i've had enough of this "falling sick" business. shall prevent it by consuming artificial supplements aka DRUGS. took the first step by buying 4 bottles of vitamin C yesterday at a cheap price of 5 bucks per bottle. dad got me echinacea supplements and i haf an abundant source of supply of glutamine. ok that reminds me, tziyang talked about the great benefits of drugs and how it will turn your liver to stone and burn your lungs out when you're 40. well one puff of the inhaler once in a well won't harm right? opens your lungs and gets you going. plus these other supplements are all legal. but the bottomline is...we only live once...so die early or not....no harm trying to stay healthy with DRUGS & SUPPLEMENTS.
posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Sunday, August 17, 2003
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