Christmas Is Coming.....

Once again Christmas is here...well its not just a time for merry making but also a time for reflection and deep thought....which brings me to the issue....
I have been a major bastard and asshole this year ! woo hoo....no wonder i didn't get any christmas cards or presents....oh well I must be on Santa's naughty kids list.
-sigh- What goes around comes around.... I don't want to review what I have done this whole year but the bottomline is they're terrible....maybe its because i can't really get along with my class because I don't exactly like many of my classmates..maybe....but its just another excuse.....excuse...excuse...excuse....maybe I'm living in a world of excuses...meaning my existance is actually worth nothing....a few weeks ago I told Mark Sim that his blog was depressing but now as I think about it...mine's worse. I wish life could be simple again...just like the way they were just after the O levels.....

I think its just me and my negative thinking....things will get better right? besides its Christmas time ! was just thinking about the Christmas I was dreamin for and realized how far I was from that ever happening..."I'm dreaming of a White Christmas..." yeah a white christmas with friends and family...full of cheer and laughter of the festive spirit...an even better one would be a romantic white christmas with someone i really cherish in one of the most scenic cities on earth ! Rome ? Paris ? New York? The most important would be the person/people i spend it with....tomorrow's christmas eve and I haven't even gotten a single card or present shall try to be a better kid next year..but that's kinda hard haha...still i will try.....thought I think outlaw-ing vulgarities will never work since people around me never cease using the f word =)










posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Monday, December 23, 2002