I thought i saw an angel today. and it was you.angels are special. i can stretch my hand out but i will never be able to touch you. when i close my eyes, i see you standing there...your hair, your eyes, your face, your smile...if only i could reach out and hold your hand, just for a while. but i know it'll never work out fine, so instead i walk on by, deeper and deeper into the recesses of the wilderness.

When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.

........................................
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am





posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, March 18, 2004

Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home....




posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Yeow Kuan (06:42 PM) :
ALL OF U SHOULD WAKE UP THE MOTHER FUCKIGN IDEA
Semper Fidelis (06:42 PM) :
WTF U WANT ME TO DO?

Yeow Kuan (06:42 PM) :
ASK THEM TO STOP BEING PUSSIES
Yeow Kuan (06:42 PM) :
ALL LOOK LIKE PUSSIES
Yeow Kuan (06:42 PM) :
PLAY LIKE PUSSIES
Yeow Kuan (06:43 PM) :
TALK LIKE PUSSIES

my well esteemed senior. and he always says it best.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Wednesday, March 17, 2004

i feel so alone.i miss that feeling of being protected and shielded by those who knew the way and how the plot is supposed to go. someone please open my eyes and show me the path cause time is running out and there is so much to be done.


posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Tuesday, March 16, 2004

make defeat the cause for future victory.
so we lost the battle, but the war is not yet lost. the climatic battle of Waterloo is not here yet. watching them lose was plain heart wrenching, reminiscent of last year's finals. but if we are to lose faith now, the battle is already lost. take the lessons from this confrontation and apply it to the future battle. now we need a response. off the field, we need to make sacrifices in all aspects of our lives, both academic and social, to achieve it. on the field during games and during trainings, we need to see the desire to go the extra mile, make the extra tackle for our teammates, to win. i have to take up the responsibility to drive everyone including myself on, by talking and screaming on the field, be the heartbeat and engineroom. to achieve victory, all i have to offer you is blood, sweat and sacrifice. anyone who is not willing should just leave, or else you're just going to bring the team down. there is only one path to victory, choosing any other path will only lead to failure. so guys the ball is in our court now. either we play and train the way we're going to win it, or play and train like we used to and get buried in the dust just like today. take your pick.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Sunday, March 14, 2004