another smile. another laugh. another funny hand gesture. exposes and maybe even revives the dying humanity of the animal. the last vestiges of the good doctor as mr hyde ravages his soul but its all a facade as it is inevitable that eventually this hope falls apart and the beast triumphs. as an intricated crafted vase falls onto the concrete tarmac in slow motion, but eventually still smashes to smiteerens. hope is fragile and will never withstand this onslaught of cynicism and drive similar in ambition and aim as the uruk-hai.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Saturday, November 08, 2003

It's a fucked world
We're a fucked up place
Everybody's judged by their fucked up face
Fucked up dreams
Fucked up life
A fucked up kid
With a fucked up knife
Fucked up moms
And fucked dads
It's a fucked up a cop
With a fucked up badge
Fucked up job
With fucked up pay
And a fucked up boss
Is a fucked up pain
Fucked up press
And fucked up lies

things that i need to get.
1)flex issue which covers the mr. olimpia 14 bucks
2) hair cut plus dye 60 bucks
3) 3 books to read during the holidays 60 bucks
4) the addidas discount....
to get a singlet, hurricanes jersey, shoes, polo t shirt/jersey, maybe boots
5) birthday card for a friend

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Wednesday, November 05, 2003

But on the telephone line I am anyone
I am anything I want to be.
I could be a super model or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Monday, November 03, 2003

the ends justify the means. discipline is the most important aspect. compromise on discipline and it will come to naught. its high time i remember why i made the decision 1 year ago...and work to accomplish that aim. bleed them dry come endmay2004. every single last drop of blood i will savour like the blood lusting monster that i seek to be. but raihan is right, its not about 1 person, its about everyone.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Monday, November 03, 2003

the best word to describe life : why?
sick of this existance. somebody come and set me free.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Sunday, November 02, 2003