they say work hard play hard and you'll succeed
they say you can do whatever you want with your life and still be happy
they say be positive and it'll all be ok
they say try everything its good for you
they say life is beautiful
everything they say is simply "bull shit"



posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Saturday, July 05, 2003

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work hard and enjoy the simple things in life. - that's the way it should be

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, July 03, 2003

risk is knowing the probability of an outcome. uncertainty is not. i am living in uncertainty. living in fear of the future.

nevertheless, thanks tim and weiming for staying with me at e six avenue coffee bean for the common test period, mugging from 11 to 11 on certain occasions. both of you saved me. i was already in great despair but you made me concentrate on the mugging and not worry bout the eventual grades. Just study and take the exam. i guess i'll make it pass common tests. maybe barely but i'll make it.

n tim, thanks for the card. its very nice and meaningful. determination desire together. the most important is together. team. a dream? what you wrote in the card has inspired me in more ways than one. from now till the end of the year i'll try to pick up my academics.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Thursday, July 03, 2003

the blows come hard and fast as i attempt to barricade myself from them. but they continue to rain down upon me. the pelting hurts, grazes appear, blood flows. still i take the beating. hanging in here, waiting. waiting for a chance to hit back. waiting for someone to pluck me from the torment of this suffering. they chant "loser, loser, loser !" they rail at me expecting me to give up and collapse. i am dazed. and i begin to hallucinate. the hallucinations tie in with my memories, dreaming of times when life was simpler. the beating continues. i see myself playing, smiling, laughing. is it a dream or did it happen? the railing continues. the pain and self pity consumes my whole being. they want me to break and throw in the towel. they're waiting like hyenas on the prowl. but what they didn't expect is that a wounded animal is fiercer especially when cornered. i don't see any light at the end of the tunnel. but it has to be there or else what do we live for ? the wounded animal .. especially a wounded leo... will fight back to reclaim its rightful place. meanwhile the beatings continue but the pain becomes strength and the bleeding hardens the resolve.

posted by Down the rabbit hole we go. at Monday, June 30, 2003